Struggling

Really struggling to not test. I'm 10-11 DPO and I am trying to wait till 13-14 DPO to test! I've cleaned my house everyday so far. Like every room I have vacuumed and swept and mopped everyday. And advise? I'm excited to test this month, but scared it'll be another negative :( encouragement to not not test today would be amazing, or reasons not to test! Need some positivity and back up here!