I'm soo mixed with emotion five weeks ago I was excited to find out that I was pregnant little then ...

I'm soo mixed with emotion five weeks ago I was excited to find out that I was pregnant little then a week I find out I had a miscarriage ☹️!!! Now today I went to planned parenthood to come out with a positive test ! I'm worried for the next appointment date, that maybe it's still my hcg level from my miscarriage ! I'm worried, scared cause I'm going to be a single mother maybe again, & I have no one by my side at all ! I'm scared, anxious, depressed, & hopeless.. Maybe if I'll gain some hope I can believe in myself, that I'm going to be the best mother & boss up ! Maybe a little bundle of joy is what missing in my life, keeps me going chase after what I believe ! But I'm too afraid of believing, hoping, praying for faith ! Please God be with me & every step that I take lord ol mighty please 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼