IVE NEVER BEEN SO EMBARRASSED

So while my bf and I were getting intimate it started to get really hot and heavy. I've kinda wanted to get a little more kinky in the bedroom just to try it out but I never asked or told him. While he was on top of me and we were really into it I was about to tell him to choke me but immediately stopped myself cause I got nervous. He just got really confused and slowed down cause he knew there was something I wanted to say. So I told him. He laughed his ass off. He could not stop laughing. I was so embarrassed he kept apologizing profusely but still laughed. I'm not mad at him for laughing I really caught him off guard. He's willing to try it out but I don't think I want to anymore.