all up in my feelings 🤦🏻‍♀️

So I was dating this guy for not too long but I had a giant crush on him beforehand and developed a lot of feelings, which I still have after the relationship. We're on good terms and he said even though we're not dating we still have a "thing". He even asked about a guy I was flirting with. I still really like him but he just got a girlfriend. I've seen them together and things are just awkward and she doesn't really pay much attention to him. Ugh. I just want him back 😪🙄