For the past year now, I've been dealing with serious anxiety and depression. It mellowed out for awhile and now it's hit me hard. I often think that the only way to escape the pain is self harm. Not suicide, just something to ease my pain. I can't say it's just one thing, there's multiple reasons why I feel like this. The thing is, I try to reach out to people and I'm pushed away like it's no big deal. I've stopped trying to communicate with my friends about it because it does me no good. Tried medicines and nothing is helping. Can anybody give me some advice? I'm at my wits end with it all...