I hate this wait!

In December 2016 I had two periods. 

1st - 7th.   And then after 4 days 

11th - 17th

I didn't get a period in January - making my cycle length 52 days.

February I had one period.

1st - 8th 

 

My cycle was then 35 days.

March I bled twice again 

11th - 17th.    And then after 5 days 

22nd - 27th 

Now I didn't get a period in April, it's now May and I'm in cycle day 48. 

It's my first month TTC and we baby danced perfectly I feel last time I ovulated, but seeing as though my longest cycle since last year was 52 days I want to wait that out before I test. It's the 8th of May now and my test arrives on the 10th of May which (according to my calculations) would be exactly 5 weeks since I ovulated. Hopeing that every chance that there could be of me getting pregnant has worked as I haven't had any severe morning sickness, I've just been really emotional and tired and nauseous without vomiting that often. I don't know why I'm posting this I guess with the countdown getting closer I need to vent lol. Anyone else have irregular but somewhat trackable cycles? x