orgasms?

So is as hard for anyone else to get there as it is for me? I love sex very much but I never get off from it. I can only get there rubbing my clit with my fingers and having my boyfriend fucking me is more distracting than anything while I'm trying to get there to the point that I don't even bother trying usually. Is something wrong with me?? Only one person other than myself could get me there and boy he could, like 5 or 6 and I was begging him to stop but now I can barely get myself there. I don't know anymore it's kinda depressing.