coming out on mother's day but confused

So im a guy and came out today.. i told everyone on mother's day and they were so happy and knew all this time which is crazy lol But i'm blessed to have supportative family , now , i been experimenting with makeup lately but idk if it looks dumb wearing makeup when i'm a guy.. i know i watch Jeffree star all the time and Manny mua a lot and they love makeup but me , i don't know , i feel like everyone will judge me or i'll look ugly , will i be okay ?