finding help

So I've always cut ever since I was 15. I'm 20 now and I had gotten help a few years ago and stopped from a therapist. But I'm cutting again, I'm doing drugs (Molly) and I'm having sex with anyone who will look my way. I need help but idk who to go to. When I was younger I went to my parents and they told me I was just looking for attention. But I'm not, I wear long sleeves in the 80 degree weather, I'm not trying for attention. Im just trying to feel something. I feel broken and lost and I don't know who to turn to. I tried a therapist and it didn't work I think I need to go away to get help but how do I do that and how do I reach out to someone?