Any advice?

Sooo.... I have never actually posted in this but there's a huge dark cloud rolling in on my life. As of tomorrow I thought I was going to be 11 weeks pregnant. However, on Saturday I experienced some bleeding, and went straight to the hospital. After a long 5 hours, they tell me everything is okay and that it was too early to for a heart beat. Which confused me because I told them I was about 11 weeks. Didn't realized this fully until a day after the appointment because of all the emotions of waiting in the ER. The doctor at the hospital told me what had happened was a hematoma or something of that nature and that it is normal in the early stages of pregnancy but made it adamantly clear to make sure at my appointment this week with the clinic for them to do another sonogram to check everything out. He repeated it like three times. My boyfriend that it was odd but I brushed it off because everything was good. Also the hospital nurses mentioned that it's possible I was 14 weeks at one point during that hospital visit and then to have them say it was too early to hear a heartbeat.... hm weird. So today I go to my normal appointment. I tell them I had to go to the hospital for bleeding, mild cramps, no clots, etc etc. The nurse at the clinic tells me that the hospital stated that I was 6 weeks and 3 days as of Saturday. That would make me 7 weeks pregnant today so they decide to do another sonogram. As they decided this, new information was relayed to me that the hospital didn't care to share with me was that they did not see a heart beat. Well the result today was still no heart beat and the baby is measuring up to 6 weeks and 4 days. So in my mind, no heartbeat and no growth means my little baby is sleeping forever. I ask the nurses and all the doctors that came into my room today, so what does this mean? What kind of outcome am I to prepare for? Is there a chance I have miscarried for real or is there a 50/50 chance? All she said was she has seen it go both ways. She mentioned I might be earlier than I believed to be or the worst case scenario. So I'm at a loss for words. I've been told by three different doctor offices three different lengths of pregnancy. According to my last period, I would be 11 weeks tomorrow. I'm so confused and I don't feel like the doctors are accurately doing their job. This is or would be my first kid. I feel like I've been cheated the opportunity of being a mommy to my little baby. I'm preparing my mind for the worst but a part of me is trying to hold onto any bit of hope that I'm still pregnant. OH and the closest they could schedule me is for May 30th. So I'm now being tortured with the idea that any moment my body could decide to reject my little baby until then. Anyone on here have any similar experiences or positive vibes or anything that may help ease my oanxiety about everything right now? I added the picture of the ultrasound today for reference or whatever.