Threatening Miscarriage

Natasha
So I had some brown bleeding this last few days, very little. When I woke up this morning I was having the same kind of brown bleeding but a bit heavier (I'm only 4 weeks). Being concerned, I went and talked to my OBGYN. She did a pelvic exam only to have some red blood once she felt around my uterus, and also discovered my uterus wasn't fully closed. She told me I am having a threatening miscarriage. The baby is ok at the moment but I am now on bed rest until further notice. I go for an ultrasound on the 30th but it's so hard to keep myself together until I know what's happening for sure. This is my first pregnancy, and I'm so scared I'm going to lose this baby. 
Does anyone have any advice, or similar experiences that would help me get through this? I have never been so scared or worried in my entire life.