Worried Wart & Vent Session 😔😔

I am a total of 30 weeks and 3 days as of 05/20 however, I went in labor on 05/18 and they were able to stop my contractions and give me 2 steroid shots so if he comes his lungs would be developed. I have a history of pre-term labor so at this point I'm scared out of my wits end due to baby #1 came at 36 weeks and this baby is trying to come now. I am strictly on bed rest and I am constantly visiting the rest room every hour on the hour.. At this point ladies I was told I go in labor again they are going to let me have him.. Guess I'm asking will he be okay? Will he survive? So many emotions at this time I feel unstable..