Family Gatherings

Today was the first big family get together after my second miscarriage. I almost didn't go but decided to try my best. Terrible idea. The event started with my husband's aunt and grandfather going on and on about the new babies in the family and how another is on the way and they're just "breeding like rabbits". Everyone knew about my losses and I just wanted to throw up, cry and leave. I stuck it out and texted my sister-in-law who has been a bigger support through all this. I guess she was tired of my negativity because she went off on me. After this text she sent me an even longer one about how other people have it worse and she just keeps her problems to herself and I should just stop comingbif it makes me feel bad. Now I just want to be a hermit. She even said "whether it takes once or ten times you will have a baby", like I would just want to keep going through this heart break over and over.