getting nervous

52 DAYS LEFT 😳😳😳😳...I want an all natural birth, but my doctor tries to induce me at 38 weeks bc of my weight...I'm 230 at 5"7 but I don't have diabetes, HB, or preeclampsia...my last pregnancy he wanted to induce me at 38 weeks, but my son decided he would come 3 days before my induction date. And he was only 6lbs and 9oz, Am I over thinking this or am I just dramatic. Because I feel like if she isn't ready to come then, I shouldn't go to my induction date. I'm 32 weeks and 3 days and I will find out her growth spurt Wednesday!!!