I just need to let it out! Its long but I feel like y'all will relate!

At the end of March my husband and I went through a very tough patch. We were planning the wedding that we never had and we were fighting. A LOT. I stayed at my moms for a few days, I thought it was over. We decided to work on our relationship, but cancel our wedding that was supposed to be this September, and I was very upset about it, everything was ready to go! But to save our relationship I was willing to put the wedding on hold so we could really focus on us.I ended up getting pregnant unexpectedly 2 weeks after I came back home. We were so excited!! I felt like everything had to come crashing down for this reason. A baby! Not that it would fix us but bring us closer together! We both were ecstatic! On Mother's Day I started spotting and found out I miscarried at 6 weeks. I'm so broken. I feel like this year has been so hard. The two biggest things in my life were taken away from me. I almost lost my husband, I lost my wedding, and now my baby. It doesn't seem fair but I'm just trying to stay positive. I know I'm not the only one. Thanks for listening, I just needed to get my honest feelings out. I'm tired of pretending to be ok. I'm NOT!