God has a reason

Last November when I found out my family was growing I was over the moon happy. My boyfriend was currently in between jobs so money was tight but we where going to make it my first appointment went smoothly hearing that heartbeat was wonderful.things at home where getting rocky we weren't necessarily fighting we weren't talking we ignored each other I went to work he went job hunting we slept in different rooms I think the pressure of the baby and money was getting to him. That all changed at my 12 week appointment no heartbeat no reason why I was crushed he was crushed we started sleeping next to each other we started talking everyday he found two jobs we became closer.we are now currently pregnant with our rainbow baby and both couldn't be happier I love him he loves me.