I'm so sorry if this is a super sensitive topic but last time I miscarried the embryo ( 11 weeks) ended up in the toilet. I feel terrible and sick about this. I've now had a missed miscarriage at 8 weeks 3 days. I haven't started bleeding yet but this time around I want to retrieve the baby and do something proper with it but in all honesty, I don't know what to do. My husband thinks it's weird to try to "catch" it but it's my child and I feel discusted that it ended up in the toilet last time. Not sure how to forgive myself. What have you ladies done with the baby? I'm sorry if this is so graphic 💔