Everytime I look at my baby I am just amazed at how handsome he is. Im also shocked that my body was able to do something so beautiful and shocked that i was able to give birth. I am a ftm and birth was my biggest fear. I wanted to go naturally but i got induced and towards the end I couldnt take the pain so I took the epidural. He was born an hour after i got the epidural. Cant believe i was able to get him out in 15 min of pushing. I thought I was gonna be pushing longer.