TMI period... don't read if disgusted

Chrisma
Yesterday was my first day of my period. Cramps were so bad! I bleed through my underwear, because I didn't know when I was going to start. Used 3 pads which is a lot for me. Last night I woke up so many times and had to go wipe because I felt full down there. Sooooo much blood at one point that it got on the seat and had to use the toilet bowl brush to clean to residue from what didn't flush. This morning I bleed through another pair of underwear and still bleeding like a god damn waterfall... blood had also been dark red and black. Wanting to cry!!!!