Two more weeks until my due date. I was told In the beginning I would either have a miscarriage or premature labor bcs the shape of my uterus. My baby's father forced me to have an abortion upon finding out that I was pregnant he also threatend me and told me if I was to continue with it he would never be there for me or the baby bcs he didn't want it and that we would have hard times. He drained me emotionally. I would cry myself to sleep because on top of this I was hiding this pregnancy from my family and friends I had no one to talk to. I was also struggling financially and had nowhere to go once the baby was born.i wish I could buy my baby stuff but never had enough money for things I was searching for a job and a place to stay but no luck for months. Never had his support and never bought anything or offered to help for the baby this has been the hardest times in my life. Now I am so close to my baby comming, I have a new place and I got a lot of second hand things given to me from people. I look back on everything I went through alone... Brings tears to my eyes because I am almost at the finish line wiping every tear I shed everyday on my own. I went through so much stress barely sleeping at night trying to figure out how I would make enough money to buy me something to eat to keep baby growing healthy to costs for uber to my appointments because I don't have a car. I just thank God for being there for me since the beginning I advise all women out there who are struggling or going through hard times to always trust in God he will never leave you nor forsake you!! He brought me this far eventhough I do not deserve it but I am so blessed🙏🏻😪❤️ and now I have a mission and going through this has inspired me to collect and buy baby things for struggling single mothers out there who need things they can't afford for their baby. I rmember struggling and wishing I had money for a stroller, bottles, diapers, a crib I would go on google and search up "HOW TO GET FREE BABY THINGS" most of the results were just coupons or free diaper trials small things like that but I want to donate free strollers etc to another "ME" from the past because i know how it feels now it makes me sad and want to help others. God bless you all and always be thankful for what you are blessed with🙌🏻💚