My twins were born 5/18 at 34 wks 2 days

Lincoln on the left weighing in at 5.2 oz and Dallas on the right weighing in at 5.4 oz

They had a little bit of jaundice which has resolved itself. They also had glucose issues which have also become normal now. So now they need to overcome these eating issues! They both have feeding tubes in and they do not nipple very well. They start to eat and fall asleep and won't finish the 45 cc's they are supposed to eat at every feeding. So they have been in the nicu for 12 days now. They would have been 36 weeks tomorrow and I wish my body would have been able to keep them in longer. I've been an emotional wreck. I'm there at the nicu everyday for 4-6 hours. I hate leaving them. I literally feel like I can't breathe when I leave. My husband feels bad and poor guy doesn't know what to do to help me. Shoot, I don't even know what to do for myself! 

Ok. I just needed to vent a little....