2 dead babies

Got pregnant with my first child this January. Miscarried at 6W5D then got pregnant again after 1 cycle. Was 7W3D yesterday and started to miscarry again. My tiny little rainbow baby literally fell out of me, completely whole. I feel numb, dead inside. It is so ridiculously unfair that someone as young and healthy as me is given this difficult road to travel while there are mothers out there killing their own children. Prayers to all you momma's out there traveling down this dark and difficult road.