once again, same time 💔

My life sucks so bad I swear. I wrote on here earlier this morning nervous. Now my life has gone shit. Same time last year on June 1st 2016 I was admitted in the hospital and induced and gave birth June 2nd 2016. Now I'm sitting here admitted in the hospital on June 1st 2017 waiting to be induced again. My water broke 1 hour of my last post. Now I'm sitting here going crazy. I was further along last time but I'm so heartbroken 😢💔. I don't know how to feel I can't even cry right now. It hasn't fully hit me. I feel like I can't have a baby ever 💔