Just wanted to introduce myself. My husband and I are TTC again after two losses (no living kids). It takes me a long time to be ready to try again, so it's been basically 2 years since that first pregnancy and loss. We are now seeing a fertility specialist and I know I will need a space to connect with other women who understand this journey. And I'm hoping to give support to other women too.

So far the first round of tests are all coming back normal. I'm getting a hysteroscopy Wed because the ultrasound showed a possible polyp on my uterus, though it may just be a clot. Other than that, all normal, and it likely will be normal.

The next choice to make will be if we go ahead with natural conception and do a close observation on the pregnancy, or go straight to <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a>. I'm not sure I want to do <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> or, at that point, just start looking into adoption. But on the other hand, I'm very afraid of being pregnant again and having another miscarriage. My therapist suspects I have PTSD from the last miscarriage (there was a point during that process that I legitimately thought I was going to die). So it's understandable...but still feeling pretty freaked out despite also wanting to hope for a baby again. My heart is very guarded now.

Thanks for reading 😊 Hope to connect with you ladies!