I'm so frustrated with my hubby. I haven't felt loved more than a handful of times in over a year! I'm now pregnant and nothing has changed, I've told him I'm going to leave if shit doesn't change at least 3 times this month. Nothing has changed. I can't afford a plane ticket home nor can I fly alone ( major anxiety disorder ). He doesnt seem to care about me or the baby. I told him tonight that I couldn't breath and he just got annoyed and turned off the light to go to bed. I'm now starting to have a panic attack, still can't breath well, and he's just sleeping away! I feel like I have no support at all and it's killing me. My depression has started again (haven't delt with it in years). Everyone else I love is a 9 hour plane ride away and I can't afford it. I honestly don't even know what to do anymore.