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please send prayers, good vibes or whatever you believe in XO

I feel so down today. I have a perfectly healthy 20 month old daughter who I live my life for. The past two months my amazing husband and I have been trying for a second precious baby to smother with love. We experienced our first Miscarriage in April at only 6.5 weeks and now this past Sunday our first chemical. I have been consumed with this process, waiting and waiting for weeks (5-7) for ovulation to come. Get excited for vvvfl, to faint lines, to for sure positives then the infamous digital. To now feeling like something is missing. A hole in my family. I can't help but feel like something is wrong with me? Why isn't this working right? What can I be doing differently? Is this really just shit luck? Really???

Any advise, comments or just simple prayers anything would be appreciated on this lost morning while it is pouring outside.

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