second thoughts...?
This is my first ever pregnancy and it was sort of planned. We weren't trying, but we weren't preventing. We just decided to let nature take its course. I fell pregnant almost immediately and my boyfriend and I are very, very happy about it! I love our baby so much already even though I'm only ten weeks and it's barely a human yet. But some days I just sit there and think "is this really what I want?" or "there's no way in hell we can do this!" and I feel like the most shittest person in the world because I'm really find myself doubting the fact that I want this baby. But here's the thing, this baby means the whole entire world to me. I'm already attached, we already have names, already have a nickname, this baby is really real. I guess I just don't understand why I'm having these thoughts even though I want this baby more than anything in the world right now... did anyone else go through this or am I just a crazy terrible human being? Does anyone have any advice on how to cope with these random intrusive thoughts? I feel so horrible that i would even second guess this baby...
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