Why not me?

I've had the strongest desire to be a wife and a mother for years!!! Its literally driving me crazy that I can't find a good man and its also driving me crazy that when I was engaged ( guy turned abusive so I called it off and walked away) we tried to conceive for almost 2 years with NO LUCK. Since I've been single I've had procedures done to figure out why I couldn't conceive when I was trying and my doctor found 3 polyps ( 2 in my uterus next to the entrance of my fallopian tubes , one of my cervix) my doctor is sure this is why I couldn't conceive being that she said my uterine lining was super thick because the polyp was kind of underneath the surface . She didn't think it was necessary to cut them out so she put me on birth control for 4 months to thin out the lining of my uterus thinking that would get rid of them ( I hope that did the trick) I just finished my last pack and my follow up appointment is soon. I'm worried I won't ever get the family I've wanted so badly. I'm worried that by the time I finally do find a great man , the polyps will be back because I never actually had them cut out. Im not sure if other woman feel this way. I just have a strong desire to have a family of my own. I hate that it seems like everyone around me is succeeding in that area. I try to focus on work, and furthering my career and working out but... Fuck. When will it be my turn.

If you have a family, please understand how blessed you truly are.