Breastfeeding.

So after having my baby girl on Thursday I came home yesterday but my only problem is I want to breastfeed her I had a natural vaginal birth but came with a second degree tear and I want to breastfeed so bad but I can't even find the comfortable position to sit due to my tear and every time I try to breastfeed her it's just hard for her to latch on and I also have to do it standing up since I can't sit and it just makes me feel so useless for the fact that I can't give her what she needs so for now I just have to continue on bottle feeding her .