my first experience is going so terrible!

Kanesha
I'm 27 and this is my first baby. I found out almost 7 weeks into my pregnancy that I was pregnant. I am pro choice (don't kill me for having an open mind) so me and my ON again off again boyfriend discussed our options. He told me he wasn't ready so he was leaning toward abortion and I know I'm not ready but I went and got an ultrasound and my baby had a heartbeat and I literally cringed at the thought of an abortion. I decided at 10 weeks that this is what I am going to do. I live on my own I've finished college almost done with my masters I know I can do this. Last week he told me if I got an abortion to promise not to leave but when I told him I wasn't he then told me we would never be together. It sucks that my experience is going this way but I have so much love and support from my family so I'm trying not to stress but he's making it so hard for me. He now is demanding a DNA test remind you he's been in my life since I was 23!