Hi ladies I just reloaded this app today. My son is 8 months old and happy and Healthy  as ever, but me not so much. I'm loosing so  much hair I'm surprised I have any left, I have to drag myself out of bed every morning and it's not easy. The main reason I'm here is because I'm overwhelmed and I have not stopped crying for the last week. My insurence still have not paid my birthing bill and I have finally contacted the state dept to take care of it. I was for fired wrongly and my old job got away with it, my lawyer in an abuse case keeps dragging it on after 2 years because he thinks he can "get more" won't end my case and give me peace... but what finally got me here was my amazing husband... the man who takes care of me and my son. The man who works 5 days a week and is a full time dad the other two. The man who wants me to be a stay at home mom after we have our second little angel. He is so Amazing that I feel bad for being so angry at him. My husband does not flirt with me, he hasn't hinted at sex in so long I can't remember the last time it was his idea. Before today the last time we had sex was when I woke him up because during the day he was too tired. Today was where I broke... of course like normal it was me who started, but it was him that finished and I cried because it's been too long since yea... I can't get myself off, and I have to push to even get any... i just need someone to talk to, someone to tell me that it's all going to get better, someone to give me advice on what to do