2nd Ectopic and loss tube

I just suffered my 2nd ectopic at 5 weeks and my right tube ruptured. It had to be removed. I had my first ectopic at 5W 4D last February in my left tube. They were able to save it and we've been trying ever since.  I didn't think this would happen to me again. I'm devastated and at 38, I feel that it's too late for me. We were able to conceive our first son, he'll be 4 soon, with no issues and very quickly.