A little long... What would you do?
Okay, so I have an amazing boyfriend. We've been together 2 years. We've had a great relationship, except the fact that one morning I left for work and he decided to watch porn on his phone. His excuse was, "you had to leave so you wouldn't be late." And I was messing with him some, but he kept laying there so yeah. Ima get my ass up, get ready for work and leave since you don't wanna acknowledge that. That has been the only time. He hasn't watched it since, that was back in November of last year. I completely flipped shit because, I felt disrespected, betrayed, pissed off, all the above. At first all I was trying to do was look up puppy names because we got a puppy that same day. And I typed in p and the links to videos popped up. I never thought he would do that. Since then he hasn't, because I set the restrictions on his iPhone only for that type of site. I know, I have no room to do it but it was either that or I was gonna leave him. Because he knows that's something I'm not gonna deal with. My ex was addicted to it and it was the worst relationship I've ever been it. But my current bf has changed since then. I mean he didn't touch anyone else, just watched the video and did his thing. But that type of stuff irritates me and messes with me so bad. I don't like it. Now he has a new phone and I told him he better do something to prevent the problem again and he said it's no need for that restriction to be on his phone because he doesn't do anything. I told him this morning, yeah because if you did you would be more secretive and made sure you deleted it. He knows I have bad anxiety and depression and that one argument about what he did months ago always messes with me. It made me feel bad about myself and like I wasn't good enough, that he wanted to chose that video over his girl who ALWAYS wants him and shows it. I know I'm over reacting but porn is something I don't tolerate on a relationship. It's disrespectful. He's really a good guy and he promised me he would do it again because he seen how it hurt me last time.
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