I'm sorry I have to vent, my kids are everything to me, all my life I never felt good enough I never felt like I mattered when I became a mother for the first time I knew then what true love was, now I have three amazing beautiful kids, they make me so happy they made me strong they gave me a new meaning to life, I've been sick in the hospital a few days now and it's killing me inside to be away from them and they can't come see me because of infection control on the floor I'm on and it's killing me not to see them and hold them. Pls don't come on my post with yur negative comments. I just feel like I'm becoming depressed with out them.