Am I wrong?

So we decided now isn't a good time to have a baby. We want to wait a year. So I called to get on bc. My appointment isn't until next week and we agreed that we would cut down on sex so that I don't have to go through an abortion( in which I would just keep the baby) I can't emotionally deal with another one of those. But he gets mad about me not wanting to have sex because this is what we agreed upon. So now I'm not turned on at all because I feel like he is insensitive to my feelings and just said anything to shut me up. I feel like it's always about him. Im thinking about just not going and making him deal with the situation of possibly getting pregnant. Am I wrong?