My doctor only does a first initials ultrasound (I was almost 9 weeks) and then a 20 week gender ultrasound. I hate that that's the only two times I get to see my baby. One where you can't even tell it's a baby. You have the option to pay for a 4D too, which creep me out but I'm going to do it! I just feel so detached from this pregnancy and trying so hard to find a connection to my growing child.