He failed at cheating.
I found emails from my husband responding to Craigslist ads for different partners. I confronted him on it and while he admits that I didn't make him, he still blames me for his reaching out for other partners. So he's trying to gaslight the whole thing and tried throwing in my face that I was a sex worker for 6 years. A job that at the time he thought was awesome cause of the money I was making. I use to make BANK and I supported our oldest daughter with that job when he was off not being a father or a partner.
He says that it never went anywhere, and this isn't the first time I've caught him. It doesn't matter to me that he's never sealed the deal, because honestly his lack of game would be pretty laughable if it wasn't for the fact that it's my husband. So I can see why they never went anywhere, but on the same hand I don't believe him and told him he's not to touch me anymore. That I wanted to see a clean STI paperwork from the doctor. Even with that though, is no longer attracted to him. I feel shame for him and for myself.
I'm not in a position to leave right now. We're both on a new lease and I'm 17ish weeks away from my due date with our 4th child together. So my only real options now is to try and find another salon to work what I can and save what I can till the baby is born and then when the lease is up leave.
I'm not really looking for advice, just a place to vent. I'm heartbroken, but more disgusted by him than anything else.
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