how can i stop feeling so sad for weaning?

Farida
My baby girl is 6 months old now, and i have decided to use patch for protection and if i do, i wont be able to breastfeed my baby, it took almost forever to convince myself.. I don't know for some reason i am feeling terrible and i wanna cry so bad.. if i stop breastfeeding, will my baby suffer? Will i be a bad mother? Will my love reduce ? I just don't wanna get pregnant right now and soon or later i will have to stop breastfeeding.. i need some advice