trying!!!!

We have been trying for 7 months now and every month I fear for my period week! I have had some really sad days and it's been hard to talk to my spouse about everything. I know he worries too but he doesn't show it or say it because he is trying to be there for me and stay strong. Sometimes I just need to talk to someone and I am not sure who to talk too. I made an appointment with the gyno for a check up and to talk about what is the next step. I know we have to wait a year of "trying" until we can talk about other options but I need this appointment to talk to someone and to get some professional advice. I keep praying and I am trying to stay strong. I just hope one day I can get my miracle 🙏🏻👶🏻😔