NOT FAIR!!

This may be me just being jealous but I am so sick of people who don't deserve to have children get to. My fiancé sister in law just told us she's pregnant with #5. It's so sickening to me. She doesn't need another child!!! They still live with their parents and don't even pay attention to the ones they have. I mean don't get me wrong.. I love being an aunt and I love all my nieces and nephew. But it's not fair! All me and my fiancé want in life is to be parents.. and I also have a friend who just found out she's pregnant after having an affair with a married man. And has a little girl whose not even a year old by another guy who has had problems with meth. She was also using while she got pregnant the first time. I am just so over all these people around me with f*cked up lives get to have the one thing I want! I have all my shit together and have been ready for so long now! It feels like everyone gets pregnant on accident so easily. And all of us on here can't do it on purpose. Baby dust to all of us who deserve the beautiful gift that is a child!