Shout out

Shout out to my hormonal IUD to regulating my crazy ass cycles, making it possible to have a period and ovulate monthly that in the end got me pregnant with baby 3.

I know we didn't get along. That you made my "vaginal spaz out and drain everything" in doctor terms 😅 that landed me in the hospital a couple times. But your hormones fixed my body's imbalance. So thank you.

When i was 14, my pediatrician told me that because my periods were so sparatic and heavy I probably wouldn't have kids. At 14. With no further testing other then a pap that came back abnormal. Which still then no other testing because i was "too young". They said I could when I was 16.

Seriously my first two were conceived from my partner orgasming in me or pull out for over 18 months and no baby until I actually ovulated.

I wish I had a proper sex ed class so I could had known why my body was so messed up. I wish my mom had taken me to an OB. When I finally did and we did girl/boy day where they spilt everyone up, I was laughed at because I had a weird period. We were asked to raise our hands if we had an irregular period (35+ days). I was the only one with my hand up.

But guess who now had THREE kids. Me. Yeah I'm young and made some unwise decisions with my health and sex life..

But I'm not infertile. I am not broken.