I just need to vent.

I got my first and only depo shot an entire year ago and I still haven't been able to get pregnant yet. 😪 My first little one is growing up so fast and I don't want my kids very far apart in age but for some reason I just can't seem to get pregnant. I'm 11 dpo today and got another bfn. I had some ewcm this cycle so I'm hoping I ovulated, that's the first time I've had it since getting the shot. Of course right after I got my bfn I got all stuffed up and my throat got sore, and my boobs got a little sore but I'm thinking I want to be pregnant so bad that I'm just imagining symptoms. 😑 I'm sooo tired of taking test after test and not getting our positive. I've literally wanted to be pregnant again since I gave birth to my son.. I don't know how you ladies handle the stress of ttc. I'm getting so discouraged. ☹️ 
Thanks for reading, I feel a tiny bit better now.