I don't know how to feel but I feel like my husband may have raped me last night here's what happened.

I am currently 9 months pregnant and we was sitting on the sofa talking about sex fantasies etc he knew I wanted to have sex but just not at that moment he started telling me what he wanted me to do at that moment I said no he goes on to tell me I'm not allowed to tell him no he pulls his pants down and make me get on top of him I kept saying no and moving so he couldn't get inside of me every time I pushed his hand away he would hit my bottom and tell me not to let go of the sofa eventually I just stop fighting because I didn't want to go into labor or hurt the baby the whole time he enjoying himself I was crying I turned away so he couldn't see me after he was done in went into the bathroom and he shortly came in I was still crying so I hurry and splashed water on my face and pretended like I had something in my eye afterwards I balled up on the sofa and he kept asking what was wrong and I just didn't say anything the whole night he kept staring at me and I played it off I waited until he went to sleep and I cried the whole night he heard me once and woke up and held me and kissed me and started rubbing my stomach thinking I was just having contractions again I don't really know how to feel or how to address this issue I'm sure once he gets home from work he gone want to talk about it and I just don't know what to say he also sent me a message last night while I was in the bathroom and he said "I know something is wrong with you because you can't hide anything from me we don't have to talk about it right now but we will talk about this" how should I handle this just leave it be or talk with him?

*update* no the fantasies had nothing to do with anything on that level it was about sex in the rain and going on vacation and having sex on the balcony at night