22 weeks and you got took away from me

I suffered a loss of my precious baby boy LeVell at 22 weeks along. I had a very bad infection in my uterus and it caused me to become septic and took my sons life. He was born a still born. His heart stopped beating just a few hours before they ripped him from my womb. I didn't get to lay him to rest until 3 weeks later because I myself was stuck in the hospital. After nearly losing my own life also and 3 surgeries later I finally started the grieving process. It's been a little over a month since he was born and it still hasn't gotten any easier. One of the surgeries I had was a hysterectomy so no chance of a rainbow baby. This has been the hardest thing I have ever been through. I just want my son to be with me in my belly where he is supposed to be. I want to say sorry to all the mothers fighting their own battles after losing their child and I hope it gets easier.