Caught up in the moment

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I am honestly tired... my Mc was may 10th... my hcg level was zero may 30th... waiting for af to show.. we had unprotected sex june8th but he didnt finish... im afraid to rest...I realize it's been 4 weeks since I was at zero... feels like 10000 years.. I bet it will never show but I have not taken a test either yet.... worse is that 2 of my family members are expecting and they don't ask how I'm doing... one had a Mc last year so I bet she knows how it feels....

Anything I can do to speed up af... I heard it can take 4 to 6 weeks or longer.... I'm going crazy.. maybe I should test.... but idk if I can handle it... y did we have the slip up....

I have an apt July 18th