LOoooooOoooNG Cycles!!??

Renie
Does anyone struggle with TTC with a long cycle?  I'm 36 y/o ttc #2 for the past two years. I have had two miscarriages in the last year and my cycle is 45 days long. I OV on cd 30. Right now I am 4 dpo and so frustrated with having to wait wait wait all the time. I feel like I'm always waiting. Thanks for letting me vent here. I can't be the only one??