Healing after loss

I unfortunately have suffered another miscarriage. Two in the past 4 months. My husband and I are trying for our first baby. It is so hard to see your body's changes knowing there was life in there. I am taking the time to grieve and take care of myself. My husband went with me to all the appointment to then hear from the doctor my HCG levels dropped. I bled for 4 days and watched as a dream left me. I am looking for hope right now. It looks so far away. I would have to say this community on this app has been so inspiring and helpful. I needed to share my story. Thank you all.