Pleaae stop go away leave me alone!!!

Urgh!!! Why!! Why did this happen why can't I just be happy!!! I lost my baby 4 weeks ago at 10 weeks and I just can't get over it my heart aches everyday and as the days go by the harder it gets I think of how my bump should be how I should be so many weeks now seeing pregnant women new babies I can't take it!!! I feel like locking myself away!!

I'm sick of seeing that stupid hospital having bloods done!! 3 times this week I've been already and now I have I have to go back again tomorrow will it ever go away!!!

I can't get my baby out my head seeing it lay there tiny little body no Life no heartbeat nothing but just so Beautiful so perfect how I wish you was still within me!! I'm trying so hard to be happy to move on not only for me but for my daughter but I ache everyday !

I have no body to talk to all my friends just reply with awww I don't know what to say or awww hugs please why can't they just talk to me what's so hard???

I'm having the baby cremate specially at the hospital and I should be receiving the ashes back in next couple of weeks all I want is my baby!! Please just give me my baby!!!!