Tired of trying

As sad as it is to say in tired of trying to fight for the love he once had for me. I feel like its gone theres nothing left. He only touches me when he wants something and its very selfish if you get what i mean. He only talks to me when he needs something. I love this man we used to be inseparable im losing hope and wanting to give up im tired of being the only one trying. He ignores me when i talk about it. Having a baby and being pregnant again i never imagined my life this way. God help me. I need some hope depression is taking over!!!