Taking a pause...

I've been struggling to quit smoking cigarettes since we started ttc 3 years ago. At first I was doing so well, but this roller coaster of emotions each has made it just too much of a hurdle. I saw my doc today and she prescribed Chantix! I'm excited to hopefully finally kick this disgusting habit that has such a hold on my life. Unfortunately she said it's not safe to take if I do become pregnant. So, I'm taking a break. At 38 years old. Feeling like my time is running out! 😫